ABOUT blowback / whitney white video

released Apr 26, 2024

Directed and edited by Cyrus LeClair

shot by Kris, Jason, Garrett @garrett._.wood

shot in our living room in a tent, Vegas, alleyway behind our apartments, park near home, Boise Idaho, old Voorhees house where I used 2 live, derricks apartment in hawthorne

lyrics for Blowback:

I'm not drinking anymore I tell myself

But you know how that is

This hunger gotta be desperate

I'm escaping the feeling any rate

I'm feeling like I'm laying in wait

Ima break the bank before I break

Blowback of me smoking every morn

Give yourself more time this as the norm

You feel like a disgrace with how you appear

Stumbling bumbling idiot take new form

If you won't stop I'll chew off your ear

You're not getting used to wear and tear

No hair of dog can't be tortoise and the hare

Not getting most of life cause you're too fucking scared

I'm getting better but I'm losing all my fucking care

I polish stone give me time see how I fair

I'm at my best when I stay getting dared

Making what I like up in my lair

Not a single tear

Was shed

Man who beat my mama dead

Made her feel fear

Like she was gonna die and Noone hear

Fuck you Adam

Ain't my step dad

I would rather

Eat fucking lead

Than have you touch a hair on her head

Rest in piss bitch

It's called blowback

Try to claim two with him

Why you do that

You are so sad

Prick til the very end

lyrics for Whitney White:

Really don't know if this will pan out

Really don't know if this will pan out

Always seem to be caught on in between

Like im in-betweener in my scene world

Take 3 pills then do a triple whirl

Still a fiend but it's thrills toed always curled

You can call me Whitney White from now on cause that's my name from now on

I don't wanna be with no one

Maybe I say desperation keeps

Big alone in a big scene

Baby please just don't make a scene

Come to me but she just won't make a sound

Yeah i know its not profound

Don't come at me with that big frown

't wanna hear less it's Devout

I must ask what do you mean

I can feel it now

It's been long enough

For me to not be hurt

But it's gotta get worse

Before I learn to forget her

Forget her brown hair

Forget her stare

Forget her squint

I know she loved me

Wish I loved me

Maybe we would see

What it could've been

Or what it should be

Least when I'm Whitney

I'm not me

And i didn't lose you

I don't want to see

You, it hurts

Too much

When it's not us

I'm still crushed

But I must shush

Cause I'm Whitney White now