ABOUT bombay video

released Jan 16, 2024

Directed and edited by Cyrus LeClair

shot by Derrick

shot in Lake Elsinore

lyrics:

Dad don't even ask if done something

Don't wanna know the facts

I don't even know me like that

My whole existence is whack

Get in the way get sacked

My throat broken many packs

Felt I lacked took my bars to a mat

Never stop only way I feel at last

Out of character but what's my baseline

Hurting friends and family with the truth

How I feel what I do

Keep it to myself show the proof poof goes my life

Life is luck

That's for you

Make it more than what it is

And what it do

Out of hibernation write a eulogy

Write a symphony love ensues

Life means all but what it means to you

Glad I made it past 20

Love my family hope they don't lose me

Rather be the last one then hurting

The ones I love dearly

It was hard to write

Then I just said what i meant

Gotta ditch the fucked up vice

Making my inside dead

What will I tell them

Tired of this being the norm

Take new form to fill the void

Life is null when I avoid

Tell myself I can afford

Life in self contained ward

Inner war going towards

Sickness don't unplug my cord

Sickness every day

Need to put it away

Its killing me slowly

I let it take control anyway

Names Whitney

But I'm soaked in Bombay

By the bay sinking like a needle in hay

Hey I'm a person too

What a concept I can't relay

I simply can't relate

I'm inhuman

Deep inside my brain

Can't break away

Until I break today

My whole body quake

Losing my say

Need to find a different way

Before it's too late

With the Jake's

Everybody hate

No love here in this place

It's cold here I feel chased

My life of tattered lace

Need to offer myself grace

Or else there's no fate

This the life we make

Might just be my life I take

My mentality shakes

Everyday is a earthquake

I wanna sink into the lake

Buckling under the weight

It's not right It's not ok

With death I have a date

It's undecided but it's set in space